Tuesday, November 1, 2011

A Heart's Reach Away

Day by day, the hope and the tiny bit of light in
a crowded heart vanished to form a black hole
where a lot of happy memories emerge from, resurgent ;
unlike the voids that draw
only to submerge her in a vast pensive of loneliness.
 She feels left out, as a clown who is lost in the group and the ordinary,
quite strong in ideas that don't bend,
searching for that one another person who lives the way she does,
to live.. to laugh and smile.
She still goes around scanning through the known faces
searching for him.
Searching for that one person, who now loves another..
for that someone who dwells in the colourful tones of her dreams
and in reality, far away.
At the end of each day of hers, every fragment of his word and stare
pierces through her like a knife of ice to numb the pain
and melt away into water, keeping her eyes dry for a while.
That which was thrust through her; blaming an expectant love
who let it grow when she knew it should have died.
Oh yes! She should have stabbed it to death,
to have bled the little fairy-tale hope of him turning back to
offer her an exquisite glance,
so it would hurt only a stingy bit before it passes with the clouds.
She should have chopped the dreams while she was still asleep
  so that reality doesn't feel like a burdensome chore.
  Like the nightmare that she lives for real.



                                       
~Hemu

Image from the internet. 

3 comments:

  1. A poem rich in words and expressions.. Liked these lines especially
    //She feels left out, as a clown who is lost in the group and the ordinary,//
    //She should have chopped the dreams while she was still asleep//
    By the way, I spell my name as 'Mathi'..
    Cheers

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  2. I shall get your name right from now on, Mathi :)
    Thank you! Cheers!

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  3. Swap the He-she here.. and there is my life at the moment :|

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